So i was driving one day and the Boyfriend #2 song came on. As long as its been out, i have never actually listened to the words. But this time I did.
Pleasure P is so effin' lying about being ok with being #2. But then I tried to come up with the scenarios in which being BF #2 may work lol
This is what I came up with...
Girl A and Boy B are together.... meaning Boy B is BF #1
Boy C is Girl A BF #2
@ the same time Girl A must be Boy C GF #2
lol... I dont cosign this shit either... i was just thinking.
Is my guy issues along the same line? I'm begining to think so... unfortunate... but i'll be gotdamned if imma #2.
Man...Guy Issues Continue
Frustration...*curse words*
Why is it that I seem like I a pursued by a shit ton of guys... but no one wants me for like an exclusive relationship?
Even if right now i'm technically not single...or technically single... however you want to look at it...
the guy doesnt want to place a title on anything.
I told him i thought he was trying to have his cake an eat it to... or at least have th option to eat it to...
but he denied those allegations....bullshit! It whatever tho, I'm not going astray to be all by my lonesome...
Still waiting on Mr. Right....
I wasn't looking for Mr.Right until I received 80% of Mr. Right.... now I want it all...
hence my frustration
HAIR UPDATE!....:Sew-In
So soon... I will hit the 5 month marker for being without a relaxer. It was very difficuly for me to manage my relaxed hair and the new growth.... Im def ready to cut it... but imma try to wait until Oct....Nov... or Dec.
Here is a pic of the full sew-in... i'm loving it bc very very little of my hair is out... and its in the front with the texture that is easier to manage. 
Even though MJ is gone....
His music transcends decades...
I' jam to Beat It and Billy Jean like it came out when I was in school or something... when in fact I wasnt even a thought in my mothers head @ the time.
Don't even get me started on the Thriller dance....
It like... whenever I have kids...they are going to know who MJ is w/o me even mentioning it =]
Top 5 MJ songs for me
1. Beat It
2.Smooth Criminal
3.They Dont Really Care About Us
4. Remember the Time
5. Scream
See I only actually remember when Scream came out... it was Side B on my... You Are Not Alone tape haha
R.I.P MJ



